I had an amazing Christmas. Time with my family I never thought I'd have. Time with grandchildren I was told I'd never know. Cancer has been my background companion for over 30 yrs. Sometimes I can let Hope soar... other times I fight to keep Hope in the fore front when a new occurrence or side effect pushes its way forward in my life. But mostly I recognize that my cancer experiences shape me and grant me the blessing of appreciating every day and blessing I've had. My birthday is Christmas eve and I've had yet another birthday to take joy in! Counting and hoping On !!!