@thisismarilynb- I understand how you feel. You're right, there won't be any more memories with your husband. But you can make your own yourself and the other people in your life. Even looking back and seeing the strength that you have had to have is one memory. You don't need to think about what you might not be able to do again. But what you can do this day, this month? Looking ahead just brings into play what we won't have instead of what we do.

Have you considered a grief counselor to help you? I don't know what I would do without mine.