Hello Marta, I am very sorry for all of your pain. I also have/had severe pain from neuropathy in my feet. I cannot imagine how you must feel to have it in so many places, as just my feet pain was unbearable, and ruining my life. I must tell you about Scrambler/Calmare Therapy. I have many posts about it on the neuropathy sight. It is the only thing that has really helped me, and I have tried Physical Therapy, Acupuncture, Lasers, Gabapentin, and Duloxetine. I have posted lots of information about it in the Neuropathy Group. It is not cheap, and cost me 2500.00. Insurance does not cover it. The only other thing that helped, but only for a few hours, is CBD salves and tinctures. They worked much better than Gabapentin and Duloxetin. Let me know if you need more information, as I will happily give you whatever you need. You sound like you had/have many passions for life. My heart goes out to you. Please, please. If you need anything, let me know. Research Scrambler Therapy, because it really helps nerve pain. It is amazing. God bless, Lori Renee