I posted a younger pic this is recent this is what keeps me going

@lillee She is a beautiful child, and her beautiful soul shines out of her eyes. The life you have afforded her has helped you both.

I completely agree about the issues with pain management. I fortunately have found some alternatives that work for most of the time. CBD, stretching, Tylenol, gentle movement mostly, because my other health issues won't allow strong painkiller. But I do know some people who abuse pain medications, I despise their actions (and have told them so!) and it is because of them we have the laws, and Dr's who are scared to fairly treat patients. Like so many other times, the innocent pay the highest price for the actions of a few.
Ginger

@lillee Good morning hope you slept well .Since its been a week now with CBD I'm sleeping now .There are many good alternatives on here for you see what fits you now.I will say about Tramadol here in California I've been able to get a 90 day supply Dr knows I only take 1or 2 but like the rest of the country last time I had a refill I only got 21 it is said we are letting a bunch of idiots in Washington dictate to us who are in pain and not street users .For me. I have a O.D for my Dr and she is fine with what I do herbs vitamins and more magnesium as fibro people need more so I've found what works for me it's all in research is the beginning.