@birdielox I didn’t say “I don’t really think you have bipolar”. I said some of what you described COULD be evidence of a mental health condition. I also said that if your issues persist or become unmanageable that you need to seek professional assistance. I saw another discussion you posted regarding “someone’s watching me”. I definitely think it is time to seek that help!

If you’re concerned about that diagnosis speak with your parents about seeing a mental health professional to find out. Do not look on Tic Tok or anywhere else online for this answer. You’re too special and too important to yourself and your family to get this wrong. You’re allowed to experience growing up and you’ve read other’s stories about their horrors growing up too. Most of the respondents to your post are old folks like me and when we were growing up mental health care was non-existent so we suffered through it. You don’t have to and shouldn’t do it without support of your family and/or mental health support. This also includes your friends as healthy relationships are important as we grow older.