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I am catcatanzaro60 I have lived with Chronic pain for the last five years off and on. Chronic Pain will wreck your life. I was always on the Go ( Strong and Hyper) I did gardening as a volunteer for people with worst physical and mental disabilities. I always helped the less fortunate when I was living poor or middle income. When I started searching for pain medicine I was so much labeled. I was taught to go to the ER as an emergency Well around 40 yrs of age, I almost died from my doctors. They accidentally cut my colon, my bladder and kidney tube too. I had arthritis at age 27. And did not think much about it. Back then the only pain med that I was able to take and provide for my three girls was Vikes. Everything else made me feel drunk. So five years ago I told the doctors what I needed for pain. I was not a drug addict but treated badly. I was labeled too. I was so naive at the time. My experience with medication has scared me to death. I have applied for Disability which hurt my pride. Yes, I have pride. But the pain caused me so much pain, made my Depression and anxiety worse. The side effects of the medicine are scary to me. I have tried everything I can to make my life pain free without Drugs but it did not work. I still do PT at home, better nutrition knowledge, chiropractor and massages. Prayer and God have been the best options for me in my life. I hope that everyone will continue to search for the best med or life that will make us comfortable. When it comes to pot, it seems to help people but not everyone. Just like alcohol has cost us so much pain and money. However, it is still used all over the world. Cigarettes are now unsociable due to Health costs. I used to compare Pot to Alcohol so I am confused about the new laws. Pot helps Bipolar people Pot helps people with anxiety. We have many options in America today. Just my thoughts God Bless! This site has been such a blessing to me I hope my senior years will be the best.

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Dear catcatanzaro60: Yes, I do understand you as I am in pain 24/7 and am a bi-polar woman of (now) 81 years of age. I also have been mistreated for being a bi-polar person. The will to live is so much with me (and I guess with everyone) The pain can be a horror. How to deal with it overcomes me many times. Do not know how much longer I can hold out. Thinking of when I was in one of the Lifecare places and broke out of it to come back to my home I know that I will never go back. (Most of the problems ware caused by the family physician and PA.) The cruelties were with many of the patients, not just myself. Any which way, thinking of food has given me an appetite and what a good feeling it will be when I cater to myself by eating my choice of fat french fries (potatoes) and then almond pastaschio ice cream or whatever the flavor you enjoy. Of course this old lady cannot chew the nuts so she keeps them to the side and then crushes them with a clean hammer and then enjoys the taste Then to watch the television. There is an enjoyment even with the pain. Or whatever pleases you. To me, something is better than nothing. I do exercises lying down when watching the TV which is a good idea. So, please cater to yourself, love yourself as much as you can. And then I caress my beautiful dog and the sweet cat who brings me dead things. The animals do help us to help ourselves. Just feeding and caring for them does the body and mind good. With caring to all of us. Peach