I just hate that so much has happened, so quickly. I’ e been at the hospital and now the long-term care facility for hours, every day since his first stroke on Oct. 5th. It is draining to see him so thin and unable to do much at all. On a whole other level, I feel exhausted a lot of the time, but he can’t advocate for himself. I’m honestly never sure how long I should stay, especially when he is dozing most of the time. I’m really trying, but had a heart attack in May and am not doing as good a job of walking and exercising as I need to. I just try to keep things and words from others in perspective.