In this case, take tamoxifen and survive! I am 84 and have taken it for 2+ years and will be required to take it 7+ additional years. It is tolerable, but you must resolve your psychological doubts and attitude. Not being a pill popper has nothing to do with taking this medicine. It will save your life. Without it, you are guaranteeing the recurrence of your cancer. Bad decision. Take the Mylan brand. It doesn't cause night sweats and hot flashes. Be smart and be well.