We are all given assignments in our lives from GOD . Some are more demanding than others , and we ask ...why me ... ! That is a natural question and is probably asked by the biggest amount of caregivers ! The first thing I would suggest is that you go see your husband and pray over him . If he doesn’t know Jesus , do your best to explain that HE is our way to get into Heaven . If your spouse doesn’t seem to totally understand , keep it up anyway GOD will take care of the rest once you open the gateway! That way you also can be comforted too , knowing that he will be going to a better place ! Now as for your part , caregiving is not easy as we caregivers all know ! But GOD gave some of his people the ability to do that task ! Maybe you were hooked up with your husband because you have the talent and love to do what he needs ? I have asked during a tougher day ....WHY ME .... and I feel as though I got an answer ..... BECAUSE You can do it ..,.! My wife and I have been married for 60 years and were going out for 2 years prior to that ! She needs me more than ever and I am blessed to be able to help her ! My biggest prayer is that I will continue to be her helper until she goes to Heaven ! After that I am ready for my trip also ! Stay tough !