I know the guilt of asking, asking,asking. If I try to do it myself he gets upset with me that I might hurt myself. I also take antidepressants When my depression began, I thought I had heart problems. I was tired all the time and could hardly get myself home from work crying all the time. I explained to the doctor and he immediately told. me I was depressed. Sure enough about a week after starting the medication I began to feel normal again. I actually feel mentally very good. I have a great husband, get to travel, to great children, a cute dog lol. Mental and physical feelings are opposite for me.