@kfxston I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how difficult life has been for you through the mourning process of losing a spouse as well as loss of job and health challenges.

I believe most insurance companies now offer coverage for tele-health services including mental health therapies. My therapist and I have Zoom sessions, or we can speak over the phone. It beats depending on someone to drive me places. Have you given thought to tele-health therapies or reached out to your insurance company to check on coverage?