Wow. It's way too early post-surgery to reach the conclusion you "cannot see a full recovery in your future"! Having a positive outlook and mentally picturing positive outcomes is an important aspect of your recovery journey. Banish negative thoughts and think "I will recover". I was told: (1) three months to start feeling better, (2) six months to feel more like myself, and (3) 12 months for full recovery. You're still pretty early on that general time-line. You can do this!