Being positive is really what I have been hearing from everyone that is the key to the best outcome. So proud of you for putting that forward. I know letting my church and everyone in my life know that prayers were needed for that has been really helpful. They have been sending weekly cards and that just gives you a feeling of not being alone in it and that you are loved. I pray your church rides alongside of you in this season of your walk. Use this as a time to draw closer to God. Let him show you the blessings that can come from this awful thing. I know its hard. I can’t tell you how, even knowing how things could go, I have felt so much love. I have felt so overwhelmed with it and haven’t felt that way since giving birth to my now 16yr old. There is no getting around the fact that Cancer sucks. This trial is not easy. It is a battle. One that can be won like David and Goliath. It is ok to cry. I know you’re a man… but it’s still ok lol. Find a place to go that brings you peace. Show your family how much love you have for them. Have no regrets… but fight my friend. You are worth it.