Well, when you go on long-term antibiotic therapy, it does feel a bit like going on chemo. You have to use powerful drugs to find the very stubborn mycobacteria deep in your lungs and kill them. Unfortunately, in the process, we also kill friendly bacteria in our bodies and have to deal with the side effects.
But, just like chemo, there is light at the end of the ordeal. You just have to make adjustments along the way.
We have a strong community here to encourage you and offer suggestions. One thing you might consider is to try listening to some soothing music, relaxation or meditation tapes or similar to help relax you. Or can you find a clergy person or trusted friend to chat with?
Sue