I’m very sorry you’re going through this, & totally empathize. I was in great shape and worked out before surgery, did everything prescribed after surgery, & continue to work hard, yet I have had multiple problems which still remain six months after surgery. My orthopedist is dismissive, and no one seems to be able to diagnose exactly what’s going on. I’m hoping that we will both end up with good outcomes, but I definitely understand how one can become discouraged and depressed when they do everything right, yet, everything seems to turn out wrong. Hang in there, and try and keep thinking positively.