I’m really feeling scared. I shouldn’t be worried about the future because I don’t know what will happen. I really feel like my brain has gotten worse and that I have progressed to dementia. That’s a scary situation. My whole life will change, as well as whoever gets the job of being my caretaker. My family is small. I will have to move, and I don’t want to. I like living by myself. Oh well. I’m not there yet but I just need to get my fear out in the open.