WOW, I am taken by your words, "because it's all I have". I think anyone who has loved and grieved can identify with that feeling, that thought. And, "grief is love, with nnowhere to go". WOW, again. Yes, "to know grief is to have loved". I am so touched by all your words, your wisdom, knowing these words identify with the pain you have experienced. It sounds like you have found your way into the "light", and these are reflections. I hope so. Your words have touched my heart.
❤️P