I am so sorry for your loss and your grief. How many years did you have with your husband? Do you have family and friends near you? I know that nothing and no one can take the place of your husband, but bring all the love you can into your life. Talk, talk, talk, and love, love love.
I lost my husband at age 23, he was 28 years old, over 50 years ago, and sometimes it is like yesterday. Time will ease your pain, but it is not easy. My heart goes out to you.
❤️P