I've been very disorganized and confusion when I have to pick up My feet pace. I've adopted a new mindset, Slow and deliberate. Everyone seems to not understand this. I have to safeguard my wellbeing. I'm trying to move into a smaller place on one floor so I don't have to struggle and hurt less when I move. God bless you all and don't give up. I'm saying this to me as well as all of us.