Sucks! Sorry. I hope you find others to be friends with. I’m 65 had a huge circle of many different types of friends, but now after a move and retirement I have one friend and am grateful to her. It’s to hard when you always feel shitty and never know how you are going to feel to make plans.However I do do A LOT! I go to a lot of outdoor music festivals. They bring me joy and I can engage as much or little as I want! And I go out in the forest. Both of these have kept me
Alive. Good luck and find and I hope you can find some lemonaide . I hope you find your way through Grad School- Congratulations that is a commitment right there!