lol, That seems to happen more times than not. I dabbled in looking online but the photos that were sent to me made me realize that I'm not ready yet either.

The sense of it, the point of it is - you are alive. And I don't believe that we are meant to be alone. But this is just my opinion, based on my needs.

I think that no matter how strange it is, both worlds can co-exist: to be out with someone different than your husband doesn't mean that you have stopped loving him. It means that you have needs in the living world. It doesn't mean that you are betraying him or your life together. And as difficult as it is to let go it can be done.

Go for it again, do you dare? I'm not sure that I do. lol But I will