My heart goes out to everyone who experiences this pain that never goes away. I am 53, lost my amazing Mama when I was 24, and them my Dad 2 years later (he was lost without Mom). It is something I have learned to live with but it is also a pain that will hit again out of nowhere, in the middle of an ordinary day and feel so heavy. But I always remind myself how lucky I was to have loved - and be loved by - someone THAT much < 3