I was raped in 2019. I remembered face of rapist in January. I had traumatic amnesia for 4 years. I don't know how to trust men when I go places. I worry I will be abducted and raped again. I order all of my groceries on Doordash and Publix Instacart. I went with visiters to Kroger this morning and was terrified I'd lose sight of them and they would leave me.