I thank the medical professionals and thank God for them too! I, too am a Catholic but have not been going to church since my diagnosis. I found a better Mass online so I do not have to be exposed to those who go no matter how they feel.
Seems like you are against faith in a God which is sad. Let us believe in our higher powers and we can thank them for the medical professionals too.

Sounds like you have had some bad experiences with "religion". Sometimes even those who identify as Christians make mistakes and act in interest of themselves. I am sad that you have not yet come to know Jesus as your Lord and savior. He is real. You would be amazed at what happens when you open your heart to him in sincerity. I have found His Word to be true over and over and over again. He still stands at the door and knocks. It is not His will that any should perish spiritually. I am not saying this lightly. Please please don't continue to turn away. He IS your answer. He IS life, peace, hope, love.