Hi Merry, Thank you for your words, and advice. What gets me through at scary times? My faith in God, I pray and ask for Him to guide me and my doctors. We all want to have control, and this is a time when we don’t have it. Not easy for sure. My kids are definitely the reason why I’ll endure whatever is coming my way. Music is always how I relaxed, so I’ll continue to do that. Thanks again for your words!