Hello @budjo611, Welcome to Connect. You are not alone with hating all pills and being depressed over the pain from small fiber neuropathy. I hope you find out more and are able to get a treatment that provides more relief at your upcoming SFN specialist appointment at MGH. There are a few sites that can help you learn more about neuropathy and possible treatments that might provide some relief.
— Foundation for Peripheral Neuropathy: https://www.foundationforpn.org/living-well/
— Neuropathy Commons: https://neuropathycommons.org/neuropathy/neuropathy-overview.

Have you done any research on complementary or alternative treatments for neuropathy?