Hi Marilyn, I’m so sorry for your loss and the pain you’re experiencing.

Have you ever heard of the organization Adult Children of Alcoholic and Dysfunctional Families? The program has been a God send and a safe haven for me and many others. There’s so much love, experience, strength and hope for all. A quick google search of “Adult Children of Alcoholics and Dysfunctional Families World Service Organization” will direct you to the website where you’ll find more information and link to Zoom support group meetings as well as in person meetings.

Another support group I found helpful is “Grief Share”. If you google search it there is more info and meeting information.

Hope you find some peace, strength, relief, love and more importantly the courage to continue on this journey 🙏🏽💗