It’s been a long week. Pea sized mass (ILC) and 3 lymph nodes (1 cancer) removed jan 2023. Radiation in April 2023 but not to my lymph nodes. ??? After months of complaining that I don’t feel well and being told it’s the side effects of the hormone blockers my oncologist transferred me but ordered a bone and brain scan on my way out to prove to me that I don’t feel well because of the side effects of the AI. I finally got to see new oncologist Monday this week but she didn’t know why she was seeing me. I asked her to go over the bone scan done in June or July and she argued that the last oncologist had already gone over it with me. She finally reviewed my bone scan and with shock in her eyes and voice she said “you have a spot on your femor. I have to get you to X-ray. I’ll get the results to you rt away. They did the X-ray immediately. I didn’t hear anything Tuesday or Wednesday. So finally at 3pm wed I left a VM that I would like results of X-ray. At about 5pm a message popped up in the hospital portal stating that I have a 10cm x 2.2cm endochondroma with a large Chondrosarcoma with in it on my rt femor above my knee. I was devastated to learn this news through portal message where I could not ask questions . I had no idea what this was. I had to google what it was and found it is bone cancer. Google also told me I need a biopsy to confirm it. I’m awaiting an appt with ortho surgeon at Mayo but relying on my oncologists’ nurse to send the referral to them. I’m not thinking it will happen any time soon. I’m so sad I have been treated like this. And so scared of what the treatment might be because the majority of my pain has been in my hip for over a year. How do they remove that cancer? Scary thought!!