Oh yes, the part about being able to work. There is someone in my life who knows my finances are precarious, and she sometimes mentions great ideas she has about jobs I could apply for. I am able to get up, shower, dress, put on some make-up most days - so it makes sense to her that I can get a part time job in a little shop, etc.. She does not know how many days my plans fall apart, or how I creep around in the mornings, waiting for my painful limbs to loosen up. The days I carefully calculate how many consecutive errands or appointments I have. The days my shower happens at 4 pm or, not at all. The nap breaks. Believe me, if I could be working, especially in my chosen field, I would! But I don't think many employers would accept my schedule. Computer work from home? About an hour of day of typing is about all my hands can take. And I make frequent stops to stretch and rub my hands. My neck and shoulders hurt, just from sitting to check email and balance my check-book. A computer job would be tortuous.