Hi
I too find the comfort I need from being either in or on my bed. That's where I am now. It's morning where I live in New York and I don't have to be anywhere or do anything for awhile. So I will just stay here relaxing my body and reading a good book. One other thing that helps me feel secure and safe is being in water. I belong to a health club that has a pool and I get in the water four or five times a week. I don't swim laps. I just do some exercising. This also provides me with just the right amount of socializing I need with people I've gotten to know. people who are willing to talk honestly about their challenges. And people to laugh with. Keep exploring ways to feel comforted. My heart goes out to you.