Consider joining a support group for survivors. Share at https://www.sharecancersupport.org/ has support groups for all gynecologic cancers as well as exercise, nutrition, and specialists giving updates. I've had Ovarian Cancer 3 times. I don't fear it because I believe I will live as long as God wants me to live. 23 years of surviving. Yes, there are physical issues, but they become less important as I focus on the spiritual. The Share group with other survivors may help you "move on."