Sigh...atm its feeling like the world is revolving around him...i've basically "took care of him" if you will since his amputation in 2019...i'm the one who recognizes the symptoms of when he's starting "down the rabbit hole" as he calls it...can get him to respond when he's "in iraq", have made sure he gets to doctors, grocery store, etc even making sure he has a roof over his head..he lives in a VERY rural area off grid with his 8 cats and chickens ...except for the past 6 weeks if he's not in a hospital, he's at my house for the most part...he lives about hour and half north of me..(long story on how he ended up there but basically that or on the streets) and so about every 3-4 days i'm traveling to feed his cats, change litter boxes, refill water and pet them for a bit...occasionally i'll stay overnight there just so they'll have some company for a while...they REALLY miss him... anyways thats another story for another time as well...but tbh i'd rather he didn't come to this board,,,i know that sounds selfish of me but its how i feel atm.. I'm just REALLY grateful i have a super understanding husband 😀