Oh, I am so sorry to hear about your results, and even more concerned that you feel alone 🙁 I'm glad you've found Mayo Connect, and I hope you can find someone near you to talk with, too. I also hope you don't have to wait too long to see an oncologist: I can't blame you for feeling like you have been neglected in your care. I'm about a year and a half out from my last chemotherapy treatment in December of 2021. I also had radiation treatment before I started my chemo, but I forget about it, because I had no side effects: not so with chemo! I'm in the middle of my surveillance program with visits every three months and a CT scan once a year; next year I think I move to every six months as long as there's no sign of cancer. Please let us know when you have your appointment with the oncologist, okay? Keeping you close.