Grieving the death of a child is the ultimate tragedy and I feel so sorry you are going through this. My deepest condolences. I read a great blog posting by a Mom who wrote of losing her son. I'm attaching her post and hope you receive the great sense of peace that I received reading it. God Bless you and NEVER LOSE YOUR FAITH because our Father is ALWAYS with you!
https://thelife.com/faith-after-losing-my-son
My Best,
Carla