If you go into Spotify under podcasts and search depression you’ll find a ton of podcasts.
I’m listening to Depression cure: depression 101:myths, symptoms, and why humans get depressed in the 1st place. By Dr. Steve Ilardi and Hew James. There’s several under that podcast series, this podcast series has professionals and I think that’s really helpful.

And.. What have I become, the depression diaries .. this is by a man who is going through depression.

Books: Depression for Dummies and Brain Energy by Christopher Palmer.

Also, I am scheduled for family therapy to get professional help with how to help my family get through this difficult time.

I hope this helps.