I don’t like commenting on this site the support groups are monitored. I stopped posting. But I saw your subject…and wanted to post my opinion…I have to take several deep breaths a day. I tell myself it’s one day at a time. You can’t look to the whole future. It’s just one day…and do whatever you want to or can. You don’t have to do anything. If u can wash your face that’s one day. I don’t know where exactly you are in this. But there’s not a requirement in life you have to meet. You live ur life however you want to. Be what you want to be. You can reach me.