Hi Marilyn!
Feel like I've lost the trail of your journey - especially since you came back from your ocean voyage! - but I want to hear how you are faring...I think you're a real "trooper" in the best sense of the word, and I am inspired by your doings.

As I read your post, I take it that you may need time to be still, collect yourself, recenter your thoughts and feelings, maybe just take a break from the (outside and/or your inner?) world. I completely get that!

I hope this post finds you feeling safe and calm/collected. Do let me / us know.

Hugs.