You are a very strong person💜

What natural methods are you trying to get off the kolonopin I looked into cbd but I’m reading online it worsens side eff ts of the colonopin I’m on 1 mg .5 twice a day and for over year half now on pill form I had made mistake before that after eight years anxiety was really high and cut it off and I had a dr actually tell me after six days that I would not have side effects or withdrawal but I was on wafer form then and now wafer form being offered to me again and now I’m dealing with phobias fears I never had in my life and I keep saying I think the colonopin is causing this horrible anxiety I can’t work hardly function I’m terrified of other psych meds I’ve felt w one reaction after another to point I’m terrified to take them none of this is making sense I have a horrible fear of contamination I can’t even get in the pool fear of chemicals so bad I keep saying I want to get off this they keep saying oh the colonopin is saving ure life and when I say I want off and to go natural they won’t and then try to force another psych med I’m like I’ve so had it w this and every one in my family is like this is not me and what is happening and they even think it is the colonopin it says long term use can create a fence w anxiety and can cause weird mental side effects ts the nurse laughed said ok what ever u want to think . I don’t know what to do I need help e the anxiety w out another pharma drug and I don’t know if pill form causes worse things effects to happen then the wafer form or what to do here