Sorry to read what you are going through ... hopefully it will all be "worth it" once completed - I did wonder if which you are at home dong this that you are alone - by yourself ? Agree with you that it's what YOU feel is important .... and hope some here can offer suggestions to get through it all, sympathy and understanding. You are brave to even agree to two days of this ... I have turned down offers of testing that I know I won't cope well with, but this is above and beyond those offers... thoughts are with you.