Hi Summerof42,
I'm so sorry to hear of all of your physical problems! That must be terrible! I've never experienced anything like you have. However, when I first went through menopause I had similar internal shaking and my hands shook. I couldn't even write at times. I found drinking orange juice or milk helped calm the shaking down. So did plain yogurt.

Prayer does work; even though sometimes it takes a long time! I had terrible migraine headaches for two years. I was in the emergency room every month for a shot of Demerol. The rest of the time just to keep the pain down the doctor had me on Meprobamate and Tylenol with Codeine #4, four times a day. I lost weight and just couldn't eat much. My mom and I were praying constantly and 9 specialists couldn't solve my headaches! Then God finally answered our prayers and the headaches stopped. I've never had another headache of any kind and that was 50 years ago! (I'm 77.) So, keep praying. Your prayers will work. I will say a prayer for you and I'm sure the good people on this forum will pray for you also. In this awful world as it is today, it's all we've got!
Best wishes!
PML