Hi Ray that was a very heart felt post. You have definitely put something’s on my mind. I stumble when I walk each and every day as well, but every day it gets better when you step out on faith. For me I know what the doctors say, I get that loud and clear and trust me all of my ailments have been said to be “progressive “ or “incurable.” But the God I serve says “By my stripes you are healed.” So please don’t think that I am trying to push anything on you I can only tell you what has been working for me. I pray that something here has been said to bless your heart and feel free to reach out if I can be of any further assistance.