I hear ya. I think we all reach that point where we are just so tired of this. So done with the fatigue and pain. One of the worst things about PMR is how long it can last and how variable it is day to day. BUT it does get better. You will start to have better days in with the bad ones. And then putting more of those better days together. Remember the better days when you are feeling low. And do something good for yourself today. Something unusual. Something different. Something fun. And know you are not alone.