I'm probably going to feel the anger and guilt cycle today, the 4th. If I don't visit my wife in her memory care facility, I'll feel guilty, but if I do, she'll try to keep me there as long as possible, and I have other things to do today, so I'll end up angry at myself. As I mentioned before, she knows me, and can carry on a conversation, but doesn't offer anything in return, and other than seeing her, it's not a productive use of my time. I have to take her to an MD appointment tomorrow, anyway, and then go back on Thursday for a "new residents' caregiver" meeting. I feel like a taxi driver, where I am the driver and passenger.