Good morning Helen,
Your words are so spot on. My mind wants to wander into the unknown and right now that is a very dark place. Tomorrow, when we sit with my team, I'm sure that I will have a clearer, while not exact picture of what's to be. My gyno/oncology said something to me yesterday that has stuck in my heart and mind, "From your neck down is our (my team's) responsibility and from your neck up is your responsibility, but we are here for you in every way"! I thought that very profound and true. The treatments that I will go through are led by my team but my mental state will be in my hands. I cannot even come close to expressing what an incredible blessing it is to be able to talk to others who, while maybe not in the exact same boat as I am, are willing to share, support and care. Thank you so much!