Andytheman, I’m in a similar situation and I know it’s unbelievably stressful..I don’t have a lot of available medical care so I’m dealing with a doctor I’ve been with for 23 years…he’s older now and set in his ways…he’s also the doctor that helped me get addicted and now he doesn’t want much to do with me anymore…why do I stay with him you ask, well the Gods truth is that I won’t find another doctor who will help me with my problem and I am too emotionally stressed to be tough and see it through…this is a sad situation I find myself in but there is some truth in it that we find comfort in numbers so I am grateful I found this connection.