Prayers for you. Just give it to Him. Leave it at his feet & never look back. Saying that I don't want to sound like you should stop everything you are doing now. Just continue whatever you are doing with your doctors & insurance to the best of your capacity BUT let it be in Faith & FULL Confidence that the Lord will not let you down this time & He will surely bring back better & brighter days into your life & the smile to your face. It may not be easy but this is your
surefire way out. Your unwavering faith in His Mercy & Love will see you through the fog & darkness. Things may even get worse in the coming days. But don't let that dishearten you & test your trust in Him. This too will pass. I will keep you in my prayers.