I like Modern art very much. I even have a print of a Jackson Pollock painting in my living room. It is inertia. I do not have much interest in doing anything. Possibly this could come from losing my husband and having to have a hip replacement so close together. Also I am probably over conscious about my age. I am 88 and I feel I cannot plan too far ahead. It feels as though people are dying all around me who are years younger than me. Why am I still alive? I will be starting my sessions with my therapist early next month and then see what happens.