Hello @stephers67 and welcome to Mayo Connect. I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling with your change in meds. Have you mentioned your symptoms to your doctor or pharmacist? If not, please do so as soon as possible. If no one is available to talk with, then you might want to visit your hospital ER. When you say, "the depression is rampant as is anxiety to a point of suicidal thoughts" that is concerning.

I would encourage you to make contact with a doctor or a pharmacist. Will you post again with an update?