I'm an 80 year old guy, with all that implies. We shouldn't cry easily. I've thought about it but believe it would be surrendering to my physical problems to do so. The only times I can remember breaking down was at the loss of good dogs. There is no reason to believe one of our daughters will be a cause for sorrow. In the unlikely event that I survive my wife, I know that I will. Probably daily. As for prayer, I avoid praying for myself. He's given me tools to deal with my problems. That's more than I'm entitled to.