Thank you for your kind response. You are very wise, and I believe each of us must find their own path. Fortunately, I was quite young, and not very knowledgeable so my first thoughts were that I was going to die. My husband got up each morning before 5 a.m. to dress and go across town to pray for me before going to work. He did this for one solid year. I did not die by the second year, but I was having biopsy's for fibroid lumps, I had the second breast removed. When I reached the thrid year and did not have a recurrence I decided maybe I had a chance and decided to give the worry a rest and begin to live my life. Gradually, ever so slowly, life became more and more normal and here I am today. God had plans for me, I could not know or see like taking care of my mother for 10 years, raising two children, and caring for my husband for a very long time until he developed lung cancer from a Service Connected Disability, and now my son lives with me following his being hit by a car. Driver was on telephone and did not see him. So just know, we have no idea what God plans to do with us, and what your life becomes is not in your power to know. Just be glad for every day you are given, accept it with joy, and give this joy to as many other people as possible. You will be amazed at how wonderful your life has become.
Gina5009